Getting a little personal

Lately I have had a lot of thoughts on my mind just weighing down on me. Originally I thought about posting this on my main blog but its not really about psychology as much as it is about my own psyche.

Do you ever ask yourself "am I really a bad person?"?

No? Well that's what I have been thinking about lately and it's not the first time I have thought this way.

I constantly question why people leave my life. I know why sometimes I leave other people's lives but at least I explain it to them or we just naturally grow apart. But why do people just leave without an explanation?

I guess I have just felt really lonely lately.

I am not one to settle or one for relationships or anything like that but I really just want someone right now. Someone I can trust to always be there for me no matter what. Maybe it's because I see so many of my close friends moving on with their lives or have things going for them. I just have been feeling really lonely lately.

Last year my motto was "alone doesn't have to be lonely".

This year I just don't want to be alone I think.

Sorry if this was a bit depressing but I just wasn't up for writing a review today.

I'm going to leave this blog post with a song I recently heard randomly that I really like... it's called Mr.Wrong by Mary J. Blige (feat Drake)

I guess I've been liking this song because I've been feeling like maybe I'm Ms.Wrong...